Nine of Cups
- contentment
- wish
- pleasure
- gratitude
Upright
The Nine of Cups is sometimes called the wish card, and in your question it points toward contentment and joy. You are allowed to enjoy what you have achieved, treat yourself and feel satisfied. Notice how it feels not to be missing anything right now. That feeling is worth staying in.
Reversed
You got what you wanted, but it does not feel the way you expected. Perhaps surface pleasure has replaced real joy, or you find it hard to let yourself be content. The Nine of Cups reversed asks what you truly wish for, beneath what you said you wanted. The answer may surprise you.